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 bardo_dreams  I call this the Bardo series because I think this is a taste of the bardo, the state between. It’s a kind of preview of death or a taste of awakening, when we are stripped of our minds and the solidity of physicality. We know physicality is an illusion from the Dharma, in our minds, but the Bardo Series is about a journey where everything around us is turning into smoke and mirrors. It’s not what we were looking for and it’s not completely comfortable. The ground disappears from under our feet and we are floating. It could be scary, but it could also be very relaxed, depending on our reaction. Once you are dead, you can stop struggling to survive; but you can also freak out. When I look at the pictures I can react verydifferently from time to time.

The motion blur and the focus blur amplify that feeling of the unknown. It removes the particular details and makes the objects more prototypes, more universal forms. The scenes are not from my world but from everyone’s world. The technique of photography is applied to capture that experience.
Each photograph is its own moment. They come from different times and places. Strung together, they show a journey, jumping from place to place, an actual journey I have made. This is also a journey through my subconscious, which is not much different from anyone’s subconscious, as it throws up this projection and that projection.  But in the bardo space and time are just the conventions of a stage play, because they are empty. All the different moments are pictures of the same thing, which you could call emptiness. Does everything change or does nothing change?
In each picture what you see is a shell, a curtain, hiding a secret. Who is inside the building, what is going on? Who is the person behind the face, what are they thinking? Something is going on here, but what? Mostly people want to see the drama of people’s lives that is entertainment. My pictures of buildings are pictures of the undramatic space in which all those dramas take place, so they contain all of that drama as a primordial energy. There is the mystery of what is hidden behind a screen, and there is also the screen as the reality behind the phenomena. It’s a contextual figure-background reversal.
The building, the house, is a metaphor for the creation, for physicality itself. Physicality hides reality behind its illusion, but at the same time the Zen masters tell us samsara is nirvana. There is no hidden mystery, and that is a mystery. These pictures call me to recognize that I am living in a mystery, to dive into don’t-know mind. Look >>>
 
 
 
 
 
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